TWO POEMS
(1)
What shall I say?
Ah Ines!
Fear has confounded all.
The bright gloss of our love
Is foully soiled.
The wanton wallowing
In fond delights
And am'rous dallying
Has dusked the fairest splendour of our soul.
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Nothing now left but carcass, loathsome, foul . . .
London, August 1965
(ii)
I was given
a glimpse of heaven
and then
was most cruelly blinded.
I was granted
a sip of nectar
and then
was the cup dashed from my lips.
Bite back passion.
summer now ends.
Watch!
Little by little the night
turns round.
Echoes in the heart;
want to go in;
dare not.
A glow behind the screen;
wish to go through;
cannot.
London, September 1965